Monday, March 28, 2011
I am almost a month into this adventure and I am still wondering if I did the right thing. I get my first fill the end of next week. I hope that helps change my perspective. I think I am just frustrated because I spent the last week in the throws of a pms gnash. I wanted to eat 24/7. I made some discoveries... I can eat anything and as much as I want with no ill effects at this point. Not a good discovery.. I refuse to get on the scale because I don't want to know what damage I inflicted. Yes I know I am a coward but I also know what I can handle at this point. So did I make the right choice? I don't know. Ten days ago I was feeling good about all this.... now not so much.