Rough week

Thank you for the positive comments. I really needed them. I have some stuff going on (husband going back to work after being laid off for 5 months, babysitter not available, job drama - renovations- possible furloughs - and I will not be able to change positions which I have been counting on for 3 years (devastating news for me), baseball season is here and I have 5 (yes I said 5) boys - that's alot of practices and games, meetings 2 days a week until 6, several students that are struggling and I am running out of ideas to try to reach them.) and it is a very rough week. I really need to get all this under control. I know I will persevere but right now I am feeling like I am being hit from all sides and it is all I can do to not throw my arms up in front of my face, curl into a ball and cry. I am going to refocus all my energy back toward my family and my job until this all settles down. I know that I need to put myself first sometimes but right now is not that time. I will post again when I resurface.......